Confessions of a very troubled mind.

Got back from the Uk. It was really good times. You Me at Six were really great guys. For a two week tour it was great how fast everyone became friends. I really liked the UK and would not mind living in some area of it at some point in time. I discovered the amazingness of Cheese and Onion sandwiches which are a truly delicious treat.
I came home and slept alot and two days later left for a two week tour which I'm currently on. Hopefully we will finish the tour but who knows it is a very interesting tour.
I like being gone for good amounts of time from home and seeing all different places, I wouldn't trade it for the world, though at times it gets annoying representing another persons band and not doing my own band again. I don't like missing my friends that much but for the most part I can deal.

It's only 2:33 here and Eric and I are already sipping on some vodka to deal. I need to figure out other aspects of life real fast though. Putting on a happy face only goes so far when you are really a mess about a lot of things inside. I can keep going and saying jokes and being sarcastic and ignoring everything so no one knows that there are some actual problems inside with Nick Joyce but let's be real I have to figure out some stuff.

I saw Zach and Miri make a porno before I left and for some reason some parts in it made me think about some things. That and all other things.

Obama won the election and I really believe that something good will happen. I think it is a changing of the tides and that the youth is starting to pay attention. I obviously am in the youth grouping but it seems other youth are taking notice and trying to make a difference. Hopefully finally racism, homophobia, and ignorance in the homeland, will change. We shall see.

I'm off to get more buzzed. Bye.