sometimes..

I get really bad anxiety. Like really really bad social anxiety. It gets to the point where it's hard to function, it's not even with strangers it's with everyone. It's a struggle to leave my room or car or something. One of the weirdest feelings a person can get is standing somewhere and turning around because you can't do it, even when you know all the people there. I'm really good with it now but sometimes it flares up really bad. Everytime it happens I just try and think that people love me, I'm fun and enjoyable why be scared? It really does suck though when you want to do something but can't and choose to just sit in your room instead.